失望

每每在报章上，看到那些外国留学生的留言。。
我的眼泪就会在眼眶上打滚。。
看见人家写出的感受。。
在外国的天气，地方，建筑物，行人。。
真的好想像他们一样，可以出国感受一下。。
从他们的文章上，我感觉到，他们是非常开心的。。
虽然要离开温馨的家，但你到其他国家的满足感，
体验到的人事物，足以覆盖那想家的念头。。
我很羡慕他们。。
因为他们可以梦想成真。。
我想这是每个人的愿望吧？
有人对我说，
只要现在赚多一点钱，哪怕以后去不了。。
他们是对的，
但是，
他们没想过，
出国念书，和出国旅行，是不一样的。。
体验到的人事物是不一样的。。
完完整整的不一样。。
我真的很羡慕他们，可能靠家庭，可能靠自己努力赚钱。。
但他们实实在在去了他们梦想的地方念书。。
我很辛苦，为什么我跟他们不一样？
到底要多久，我才能像他们这样？
我真的很痛心。。
我剩下一年就读完书了，有些朋友都到了外地读书。。
二十岁，该读书时，我却不能一心一意地读。。
可能到以后，这会是我心中的遗憾。。
不想了，我去不到，我就要让我的孩子去到。。
到现在我终于明白那些老人家，
每次都会' bili...bala...' 的一大堆，叫孩子们努力读书。。
因为他们年轻时无法得到好教育，他们就设法让下一代得到。。
但有些人还不会感恩，不知道老人们，爸爸妈妈的苦心。。
HAIZ..你们啊！当你有的时候请珍惜。。
要知道不是每个人都可以像你们那样，可出国深照！

2/7/2010

Don't know for how long i never been sign in here..
well,i think this blog have no more reader already haha..but never mind,it is just a place for me to release myself,keep my good and bad memories..
sometimes i will look back at my previous posts,then i will realise,
WOW,I have went through so many things before?!
It was a good thing though,but i just cant keep myself writting blog everyday..
maybe i should do it??as look back to the past we can know how much we have improved!

back to the story,
I have just finished my 2nd sem in Taylors.
The exam week was the most hardcore week for me,4 days paper continuously..
about the result,i don't care..as i have lost my interest in studying already..
maybe it was because I have knew more frens from the working society?
and I like their life rather than staying college,paying a huge number of money just to hear people talk cock??
well,no matter how i will finish my degree!just 1 more year left okay?

back to work,
nowadays working 5 days per week,quite tired but i can get the money i want...
but major money came in,then I have major spending as well...
I was always out with different gangs of frens,then mostly went for DRINK!
not Milo Ice,not Teh O Ice Limau,but TIGER,CARLSBERG etc..
hm..dunno since when,i like beer..
maybe it consider cheap if compared to other alcohol drinks?
I know it is not worth spending money in BEER,but...u know what?
it's the way i release stress...
life is always so stressful..full of obstacles...
and by BEER,after a few glass you consume,you can get urself out...a TRUE YOU!!
those things that u dun dare to say out normally,when the time u r half-drunk,
u can just say it out like a story..
and when talk about something funny,
u can laugh it out like a baby...without giving a fuck to other people..
how good is tat?

alright!i get something i want,then i lose something too..
and that is the fucking opportunity cost!
i got job,but i lost my travel time..
normally every sem break i will go for a trip for sure..
but now,cant even plan as i am working 5 days per week..
the day i free then my frens not free...timing TAK DA NGAM!
what can i do?haha!i tell u i desperately wanna go REDANG LANG TENGAH PERHENTIAN at this moment!
it is just a fucking paradise with those beautiful corals and fishes!and sexy bikini baby as well..lolz!!okay,for those who are planning to go these places,take more pics pls..
at least i can FEEL the sea,corals,fishes and hot chicks...from the pic itself..

BUT at the time im writting this,im missing someone,or maybe something...
and that is why i can sit here,abandon my report 1st,and write this very cute 110 post..
life still go on as usual,dont think too much..life is unpredictable..
and this is my life for the moment!

初恋红豆冰

初恋的感觉，

就像是在最炎热的夏天，

吃了一口红豆冰， 又甜又冰，

冰得舌头都痛了，

还未来得及感受它在口中的滋味，

它却已融化了。

初恋红豆冰，一部全大马的作品，
勾起了我好多小时候的回忆。。
戏里的家具摆设，用具，都是我小时候所看到的。。
但现在已经没有了咯。。。
我小时后的玩意儿，就有如戏里的‘bakuli’ ，
以前的我虽然没有说时常赢，但都可以赢到一大罐回来。。
那 'bakuli' 不只是有单调的一种，而是有五颜六色，大小不一的。。
还有就是戏里那村子里，用脚车载人那一幕，
小时候，妈妈或外婆，都是这样载我去巴刹的。。好怀念。。
当要午睡时，那古老的风扇，发出的怪声，为我的午睡，带来一种可爱的旋律。。哈哈！

再来就是这戏带出来的感觉，
初恋。。甜甜的。。
你还记得您的初恋吗？？
每个人都会把它放在心中。。
不知何时，那记忆又会突然播放出来。。
刹那的回忆，是甜蜜的。。
虽然那时是非常伤心，但过后回想起来，却是如此的甜蜜。。
因为，它让我们成长了。。
爱一个人，要勇敢地说出来，才不会失去。。
爱一个人，也并不需要在一起，只要对方平安快乐就好。。
你们抓到这部戏要表达什么吗？？
不晓得？？那就去尝尝红豆冰吧！

雨

外头下着雨，是一个长命雨；
雨势不大，但却下了几句钟。。
坐在屋子里头的我，正静静地对着电脑，
看着朋友们在 fb 的留言，他们的生活照。。
我部落格主页的曲子，那美妙的旋律，
仿佛把我带到一个与世无争的世界。。
现在我的心情，是轻松的。。
雨，真的那么奇妙。。
尤其在夜深人静时，听着雨的滴答声。。
雨，带走了我的烦恼。。
雨，带走了我的忧愁。。
雨，让人思念。。
我喜欢，这雨带给我的感觉。。

Ntg to blog??

i just found out I've been very lazy to update my blog here,
or should I say,ntg special for me to blog about?
well,daily routine runs like a cycle,
A happen then B happen,
after B then A happen again..
Maybe i have get used to it.
I know some of the people dont like to talk about money,
what i meant was:money minded!
but what can I do?
everything in this world need money to exchange!
I just got my semester started,
following the next is to pay the tuition fees,
after that is buying all the books..
How I wish my father's a millionaire,
or at least,can support me in everything,
then i can study oversea,travel everywhere like what people will do,
go around europe etc..
yeah i admit i admire those who can go oversea to study,
what they need to do is just study,study and study!
How best is their life??
well,assignments due date is coming,
and i found out this semester im like no mood to study at all..
maybe of the 3 months break?
or maybe i found out that the outside world is more wonderful than a study life?
i do not know..im tired of all these things..
So just let it be,see how long can i go..

Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year,which the 1st day falls together with the Valentine's day this year,
it is very special as it only happen once for duno-how-many-decade..
It makes the couples this year kinda headache as the 1st day of CNY we should stay with family member,but they should stay with their loves 1 as well as it's valentine's day..
this incident is very cute,and the creative businessman came out with many crazy ideas and creative products..
well, the CNY this year was kinda bored for me i can say.
the 1st day after visit relatives' houses,then went grandma's house and stay till night time.
I did plan to hang out with frens like last year,but they didnt pick up my call.
end up,i went to sleep and cant wait to come back home as my grandma's house do not have internet services.
The 2nd day of CNY was also the same thing.ntg much to say about.
3rd day onwards,my life is getting easier as all my frens have came back from their kampung,
and then,we called,gathered up,and GAMBLE!!!!
we gamble from house to house,every houses can be a mini casino..
we drink we laugh we shout like sh in the house..
my fren's cute facial expression still appear in my mind now..
i wonder if i can open a mini casino like this,how much money would i earn..:p
then i went Genting on the 7th day of CNY,thought can win some money from Genting..
Who knows............it went the other way round which i have donatedMANY money to Genting...
well nvm,i will buy it share later and earn back!!
and i hope this year would be a great year for me!!!earn many many money,and i can achieve all my target!!!HUAT ah!!!!!!!!!!!

January 2010

Well,it has been ages i abandon my blog here..
though i check it everyday,but im LAZY to write..hehe!!
because i discovered reading people's blog is much more better than write my own blog,
i rather spend time to read more people's bloggie..TIME is GOLD ma..

Okay,I found out i always go out with frens till midnite,
and my mum was keep on asking and want me to go home early..
i keep on controlling myself already,
but sometimes stay home really boring ma...
Life comes PERFECT with some entertainment!!!yeah~~!!

Besides,this month was like a Birthday Month..
Many of my frens were having birthday celebration this month,
and everytime my mum asked me where am I going..
Mum:Where you go this time??
Me:Fren's birthday lo....
Mum:fren's birthday again??why so many fren's birthday geh??
She sound like i was cheating her..
but it is true ma..really birthday wo..
no go macam no give face,go then let mum scold..haiz..
Life tak da fair punya lah...haha!!

So it is picture time!!!This was callen's birthday..
celebrated in Phuture..
banyak lenglui that night,
but i failed to fish some back..haha!!
Okk nvm,the next 1..
Terry's birthday...
celebrated in Velvet..
yes it was in club again..
a killing money place...

with pretties..

ada look like brother??me and callen's shirt almost the same that day..

WenXi the mabuk girl that nite..haha!!

Wai Ping & Christine,the banyak gorgeous & banyak pretty girls...

After this 2 celebration,we have decided to have some normal and healthy celebration..
SO v had the really normal 1 during Sally's birthday..
V went for karaoke session,then Ole Ole Bali,then watching Old Dogs in Sunway~~

~Pretty Sally~

~the Family~

~Sally & Callen~the lovely couple

~Julian,Jeson,me~

this was taken during karaoke session,you all can see how enjoy is weibin??
er and i guess he was singing 'an jing' that time..lolz!!

and julian,the lame 1,sleep in the k room..

not only these with BMM family,
we always hang out and drink carlsberg in Dolphin Pandan Indah..
almost every week also on~~lolz!!
but it was enjoyable!!

and yeah,I also juz finished celebrating Qi Qi's birthday..
she is the one that i owe her a lot...
she teach me,train me,and keep on giving me chances in G2..
when i was a small little promoter..
till i became supervisor now..
sincerely Thanks to her!!

Lastly,i wanted to say,
Happy Birthday to everyone of you who born on January..
or should i say:Happy Birthday January??lolz!

Okay it is time to bed now..
nitez everyone!!

signing off,
Wai Wai