BAD MOOD

somebody pls tell me why im so bad mood now??
i seldom have this kind of mood for quite a long time ledi,
i felt alone,
i felt down,
i felt wanna cry,
i felt wanna scream out loud!!!!
how i hope somebody can stay beside me,
without doing anything,juz stay beside me silently....
when i wanna talk,i can find the person to talk to,
when im sitting alone,i hope somebody can consult me,
can talk to me,can share with me...
when i felt down,i hope somebody can give me a very warm hug,
or hold my hand tightly for a moment..
i do not need any alcohol or any expensive stuffs,
but the simple things like this..to let me feel im cared by people..

哈哈笑的日子！

已经很久，
我失去了这一种哈哈笑的日子。。
以前，我跟一班工作的朋友，每天都是哈哈笑的过日子。。
做工可能对一般人来说，是很辛苦的。。
但对那时的我们，
只要能一起工作，工作完了后，就是一轮的 party!!
但，日子一天一天的过，我们的关系，
也随着日子一天一天的疏远。。
以前的我们就象是个大家庭！
但现在，想约一起出来喝茶都很难。。
但很庆幸，我在另一份工作，认识了另一班朋友，
我们一起颠，一起笑，一起玩。。
2 点放工后，可以喝茶，然后吃宵夜至早上5 或 6 点。。
我很开心。。真的。。
因为，能找到一班能玩的朋友，能够像大家庭的朋友，
确实很难。。
我真的很高兴，能认识你们。。
虽然，我们都在不同的年龄层，各自有不同的工作，
但我们都一样能融入在一起。。
希望这些日子能维持久一点
我真的希望，我们一起颠的日子，
还会一直的维持下去。。

世事总是让人意想不到。。

I thought i have covered everything well,
but everything was revealed outside...
everyone knows what am i doing now,
well,am i really that stupid & naive??
had a drinking session with my colleague just now,
and from them only i know,
what i have kept for so long,
they knew it long long time ago..
haha!!but i think it is good for me also,
at least they know what im looking for & what i want!!
well,i found my recent life is so tough...
exam is coming but i haven touch my books n notes yet,
my job is killing me to the max..
time is really very golden for me now..
and last but not least,money!!
not because of money,i wont need to work so hard..
not becasue of money,i wont need to terbalikkan my time..
now i was like,sleep on 3am,then wake up at 11 or 12pm..then 5pm gotta ready to work ledi..
see,my life is kinda packed now!!!
but what to do??life is life,v still need to get thru it by our ownself..
oh ya,my car got bang last wednesday..
my fault,so i have to repair both car..fuck!!
damn unlucky wey....i did go pray pray ma..
how come this will happen to me??haha!!
life is ridiculous la...but i take it as my experience lo..no big deal!
RM1000++ only ma...money can earn back,
but experience is hard to earn..so i think this is worth...at least im ok now..
so tomorrow is the time for me to fight again,
for my studies & for my job..

Signing off,
Wai Wai

drunk or not drunk..

其实就在那一差之间。。
你们试过醉了时用力撑开眼睛看看这世界吗？？
你知道什么感受吗？？
就是。。。
其他人都醉只你不醉。。哈哈！！
well, the world is like tat..
when u are awake,u wanna get drunk..
when u are drunk,u wanna be awake..
actually this world is depends on how u look at it..
people always thought when they got drunk then everything will be settled,
do u think so??
sure not la come on..
i have a very long time din touch alcohol already..
and these 2 days i touched,
how the feel?
okok for me only..because when im happy,
my mind will come out one sentence for me,
"is this necessary for u??is this what u wan?"
everybody know alcohol n cigarettes not good..
but most of the time people only enjoy their life thru these 2 things..
so??
for me,i will think this is what i should experience on my stage now..
after this no more..
is this correct??
i oso dunno why i juz cant get drunk like other people..
without thinking other things..
im like...awake while im drunk..haha!!funny right??i tot so..
but i tell u definitely it's not a good things..
so??v better wake n face everything in our life..
because time is flying..right??treasure the time dude!!!

幸福

我，是一个幸福的人。。
突然间，我觉得。。这世界原来是这么美好的。。
为什么说我幸福呢??
因为，每当我遇到挫折，或遇到什么不顺意的事，
上天总会派许许多多的人来帮助我，安慰我，和鼓励我！！
这并不是每个人都有的，我应该珍惜！！
朋友们，真的很谢谢你们！！
你们一路来的关心，陪伴，鼓励，
让我一步步的成长。。
你们知道什么是朋友吗？？
我知道，我打从我内心，我真的知道！！
万分的感激！！！
我在我的家庭里，我也是个幸运和幸福的小孩。。
我从小就被很多人疼，很多人爱。。。
直到现在，家人们还是那么疼我。。
课业上，他们没给压力我，只要我努力，
工作上，家人能帮的就帮。。
这让我知道，原来没钱也可以这么高兴！
一个开心的家，一个温暖的家。。
还有一个幸福的我！
所以我要努力，熬夜熬苦也不要紧，
只要我做出成绩来，课业上，工作上，
我知道，
就是对家人们，对朋友们，
一个很大的回报。。
相信我，我会加油的！！
衷心感谢你们！！我的朋友们，我的家人们！！！

-FRIM day-

It's FRIM!!

u Know what??
i used to be a jogger too!!!
I went to FRIM with Chun Kit yesterday..
it's really a nice place to jog..
very secure,fresh air,nice people...
i remembered last time v jog in the morning,
together with Kit's parents,
as they are member of FRIM and they have a card to enter to FRIM..
and now,after v know how to drive,
v used to jog in the evening..
because no need to wake up so early ma..
abo wake up @ 6am..after jog n breakfast,
go home continue sleep,what for??haha!!
so whoever wanna go jog??or swim??ask me along!!!

Snooker Time!!

I do not know since when im so into Snooker..
I just can remember who drag me to play snooker,
and he's Meng Hong,1 of my 'brother'..
okay story begins with a drama with snooker,
then this Meng Hong felt so interesting and he went to play with his frens 1st..
after sometime, maybe after he think he is okay on his skill,
then he started to ask me out to play..
well,im quite noob on this as i seldom play snooker before..
nvm lo he pro ma,let him bully la..haha!!
but yesterday 1 thing happened,
this white ball was touching the black ball..
and he is suppose to hit the red ball,
if white ball touch the black ball 1st,
ooh ho.....he will be deducted 7 marks..
but at last,he manage to get rid of this situation safely..
well, i went to this snooker centre almost 4 or 5 times in a week,
and i have spent quite a lot of money in snooker too..haha!
stupid until........
should ask this Boss Meng Hong to buy a table,
then v can play free snooker everytime..