~Future~

dunno y..
dunno since when...
i keep thinking wat i will b when i grew up...
keep thinking how my future would be..
will i be rich??poor??happy??unhappy wif my life??
when im old..
i will be juz one people...
or live happily wif my lovely wife..
live happily wif my son,my grandson...
keep thinking and thinking...

but now the thing i most concern is..
can i be a successful guy after this??
means when im 25-30 years old..
because now..
i dun hav money to buy car..(currently using my ah gong's car)
i dun hav money to buy a house for my family...
dun hav money to go travel...
haiz...

actually i cant blame much...
my life is already veli good...
many frens around me...
when i need help...
sure got sumone will cum out n help me...
i noe wat 'xing fu' mean...
i hav got it now...
but juz i feel not enuf..

im a kind of 'dun wan lose' people...
when my fren hav better achievement than me...
then i will bo song..
n feel like im like turtle...
slow in everything..
like 1 of my fren...
last time i was better than him...
but now...
he worked and he managed to buy himself a car...
although it is second hand car...
but still he got his own car...

but how about me??
im slow...
im veli veli slow...
wat i wan now is...
although im onli 19 now..
but my achievement...
my everything...
must b at the age above 19...
like my fren who aged 23 can earn rm2500 a month...
then now i oso must earn rm2500 a month..
then im a step in front of 19..
then i can b successful earlier than my frens...

but wat i can do now..
as saying goes..
'where they is a will,there is a way..'
wtf la...
i din see anyway in front of me...
im like stop at the half way...
god...
pls guide me...
mayb im too fast for sum of u...
but im really slow...
got people aged 20 ledi can drive BMW??
why cant i??

how good if doraemon really exist in this world..
and those magic magic thing..
then i can go to future..
and see how is ONG WAI WAI at that moment..
haha!!
funny plus sohai!!

i really realise my life is really good at the moment...
actually it is good if my life is to be continue like tat..
it is veli happy...really..
i hav my parents wif me...
my frens...
those sohai sohai frens..
thanks to u all...
thank god too...

happy life vs rich life..
wat would u choose??
im womdering can i have both??