'不要轻言别离'

爱有多少，付出也要有多少
爱情不是单行道
他(她)的好更不是理所当然
生气时，想想他(她)的可爱
抱怨时，想想他(她)的委屈
冷战时，想想他(她)的温柔
两人懂得付出，爱就会久远....
毕竟，真心相爱并不容易，不要轻言别离
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'不要轻言别离'..
pls remember it..
coz i did it before..
im really regret of wat i have did..
shouldn't say 'stop' so easily..
if i noe to think wisely at that time..
i think my life would b wonderful wif u..
really wonderful...

after i hav realised tat i did wrong..
it is too late..
i already hav no chance...

i really hope u can live happily all the time...
although i cant b the guy..

one more thing...
that..
i wanna let u noe..
u r always in my heart..
once u r there..
forever there..

to a fren of mine..

hey fren,it has been a veli long time since u went oversea(not veli long actually but feel like)..
well,i oso duno y i write this blog...
juz viewed ur facebook shown tat u r change from single to in a relationship..
quite happy when i seen that..
congratulation..i think my 'ah sou' would b a veli pretty girl..
got time intro to me..

still remember the night u went oversea??
sumting happened between us..
after that v dun talk to each other..
im soli coz i really cant tahan wat u hav did to me...
i hope after u went there...
when u think back..
u will noe who is right n who is wrong...
but i dun think im wrong..
i think u hav the same thought as me..

well...juz to say..
as v hav been fren for more than 10years..
i really hope our frenship can last for another 10 years..
then another 10years again...
i really do treat u as my best fren..
i really do...

but one thing..
pls change ur attitude n ur temper...
u cant always say,'haiya,u dunno my temper 1 meh??im like tat 1..'
pls..v r fren..
i am ur fren...
im not ur mother...
pls dun shout at me...
pls dun always show tat u r better than me...
i really cant tahan tat..
u noe what i mean..

as a fren..
i really hope that u can change ur temper soon...
it will be better for u if u change it..

n last..
i really hope to b fren again wif u...
but this time i wont say sorry to u...
u should noe who should say sorry...
that's the condition..

last last...
i wish u n my 'ah sou' will b 'white head until old'(or mayb until death??)
n all the best to u in everything...
remember to take care of urself there..
wear condom before u do..(although i strongly disagree sex be4 marriage)
take care..
my best fren..

Change phone soon...!!

haiz....im gonna change a new phone soon...
becoz my p990i suddenly got problem..
after sent to phone shop to check,
they said cannot repair ledi..
gonna change a thing inside..
it will cost me rm200++..
fuck!!

today after my class..
i straight away went home..
reached home at about 6.30pm..
after i have my dinner..
then i started on9 to find my next phone..
cipot..
there are many phones that i like...
APPLE IPHONE la..
HTC la...
but no budget..sien..
those phone cost around rm3000
my budget is onli rm1000-rm1500..
so cannot use those PDA phone ledi..

the function i wan are GPS,WIFI,camera,etc..
after a long time research(until 9.10pm non-stop),
i hav found N95..
it contained all the function i wan..
although it is not a PDA phone n it is quite old ledi..
but i fit wif my budget..
it onli cost around rm1300..
haiz.....
heart pain oso...
hav to take out rm1300 to buy a phone..
how gud if i can use this money to do other things??
travel for instance..or buy shares??

cipot p990i,
suddenly got problem..
summore wan ngam ngam exceed the warranty date onli spoiled..
mana boleh macam itu??
i treat u so gud..
u treat me like this..
i hav lost all the contacts inside..
u wan die but pls tell me earlier ma..
my contact are all inside ur stomach leh..
y u wana bring all my contacts away from me..WHY???

dear frens,
juz to tell..
i hav lost all ur contact..
so if possible pls giv me a sms or...
put a name at the end of the message when u sms me..
at least i noe ma..haha!!
im soli but it is not my fault,
it is all my p990i's fault..cipot phone..

update

long time din update my blog ledi...
fucking busy nowadays..
hav to work every weekend..
fucking tired..
but i wan to do oso..haha!!
happy ma..u blow ar??

sumone long time din contact me..
at the beginning i felt like weird weird 1...
like lost sumting..
but i duno wat's tat..
but now..
im ok ledi..
everything back to normal..
normal life, normal wai wai..

am i suitable to go into a relationship now??
always ask myself this question..
sumtime the answer is YES..
sumtimes NO..
dun like the feel when i wana go after a girl..
the girl like honey n im the bee...
not onli 1 bee but many many bees!!
fucking dun like tat feeling...
at last dun wan 'kau' ledi..
i think my relationship will start when i become the honey..
but now i think im the honey ledi..
juz mayb not veli sweet..
no bees wanna cum after me..
wuahahaha...

planned to go travel wif frens during semester break..
too many places v wanna go...
1st mount KK..
then tasik kenyir..
now langkawi...
dunno how to decide...
coz sumone said no budget..
veli expensive..
cipot..im like serving the customers in the sueprmarket..
dun go dun go..
dun force urself to go..wuahahaha!!

a fren asked me...
where u will go after diploma??
i answered...
'good question!!'
'v still left 1 sem ma..slow slow come la..'
like i dun care at all...
mana tau im the one who care the most..
but i really hav no idea..
not only no idea..
but no money..
but i believe..
'ship to the jetty will automatic straight'
direct translation..no fuck..
dun think of it 1st..
coz i oso duno...